Sean is coming home tomorrow. He'll be in town for six days. The bullshit is about to hit the fan. I do not have the strength to deal with this shit.

Changes.

I am quitting le sad store.

July 27th is the date.

Lord Give Me Strength Part Deux

Me: I don't think i've ever seen you happy. Not as happy as you've told people you are?

Sean: I believe you are correct

Me: Then what are you doing? 
Me: Why are you doing this?

Sean: not many people see that i am more likely neutral or insanely pissed off but hide it behind an act of laughter and jackassery


Sean: but you're wrong too?


Me: how am i wrong about this [his engagement/unhappiness]?


Sean: u have seen me genuinely happy, because u've made me genuinely happy


Me: I don't know what i'm supposed to do Sean. You've put me in a weird position.


Sean: i think i should come home and talk to u face to face if u want


Me: And what will you say


Sean: I will say words, like always.

[End Chat Session]

'Lord Give Me Strength'

Me: so when were you going to tell me about the engagement

Sean: [my gf's] health is not the best

Sean: I figured I might be able to do something about that  thru navy benefits

Sean: she has a tumor behind her eye

Me: ????????

Me: So you're marrying her so she gets your navy benefits?

Sean: no

Sean: i'm not married

Sean: and no time soon

Sean: it looks like 

Me: But if you aren't married how is she going to get your benefits?

Me: I'm confused

Sean: It's confusing, so you are not wrong

Sean: my family is giving me the business about how i should be getting married 

Sean: but they are scaring her away

Me: so they want you to get married. but they are scaring her away. she needs your benefits but you aren't getting married soon for her to use them. sorry.not sorry but this is confusing. 

Sean: accept it. 

Sooner Than I Thought

Sean got engaged to his gf last night.

I am never wrong about these things