The last four months have been trying and I honestly don't know what's in store for me. I got a new job, a new apartment and lost my dad all in the span of four months and I am flabbergasted by the tremendous loss and fantastical changes in my life. I am optimistic for the new year but holding my breath at the same time. I am not only asking for the remainder of December to be kind but life in general. I could use a break and the universe owes me big time.