Sorry I've been away.
Writing has been a little tough these days. Which sucks because I have so much to say.
A lot has happened. I'm still at my shit job, naturally, but socially things are different. I'm attempting to be a human being again. No more of this numb Beckett shit. I miss feeling things. I desire to be a part of things. But this is more complicated than I thought.
My emotions are all over the place lately. I'm growing up and feeling the pains of getting older. Of wanting relationships. stability and sanity.
Writing it all down would help. It will help. Like it always has. Being able to write what i feel has been a life saver. But I guess i am in the weird stage where I am trying to find and understand my voice again. I guess that's why writing, in and out of the blog world, has been a struggle.
But i will write again. And soon.
I promise.
~Becks
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