Vacation, All I've Ever Wanted!

I'm going home tomorrow! Too excited for words.

My computer wire was shipped home (as expected) so on Friday I will have access to my laptop again and I won't have to come to the library to compose a post. Not that I don't LOVE the library but writing personal stuff in public was never my thing.

A lot has happened in the last couple of days that I have been dying to write about:

1) As of yesterday I am no longer an intern at a publishing house. After 3 months, can you believe it, of throbbing members and passion pearls I have successfully finished my gig. And I didn't even have to come up with some lame excuse to get out of it. I emailed them last week about the close of the internship and within days they had another chick, Lauren, to fill my space. I thought it would be a weird and awkward goodbye. I wasn't the most ambitious intern. I was quiet, sleepy most days, and I ate so much candy there it was ridiculous. But when I was fully present, I did work my ass off, even with all the craziness that is, and was, Crazy Lady.

They bought me a card and some cookies and told me how much they would miss me there. I also walked away with some free books, published by them of course, and I have at least a months work of trashy books to read. That's a job well done if I say so myself. It was weird. I was actually sad and happy to be leaving. I mean 3 months ago I was about to run for the hills, but I am glad that I stuck with it (thanks frogboots!). I mean I still think publishing is a boring career and I would rather be a writer than a desk sitter. But I learned something there.

2) I still hate the new girl at work.

3) I broke up with McAbs. So technically we were never going out. And I don't even think he knew there was this thing going on between us. But I have made a decision to not let his hotness rule my life. Or something like that.

4)Now that I am sans internship, I will actively pursue my interest in film production and writing. It's going to be hard, I may feel desperate and depressed all over again. But now I can continue to pursue my dreams. Yeah? Dreams

4.5) Me and a girl at work made playlists for each other and exchanged mix cd's this monday. I have never made one for someone before, or more importantly I have never had one made for me outside of my brother throwing crap tracks together. But there was something so personal about her putting together 15 songs she thought I would love. And I did. I am now obsessed with this idea of mix cd's. If you want one. Let me know. Christmas is coming up and I am feeling musical. Think about it.

5) Finally, and after my 9 day holiday I will officially be paying rent in my new house...I mean room-in-a-house. I am nervous, scared, thrilled, and worried. But now i can extend my time in New York without the threat of my aunt kicking me out. I like it here, even when it sucks huge throbbing members. I like it here more than I care to admit.

I can't wait until I have my computer back. This library stint sucks. You'd think at 10:34 in the morning the place would be empty. But no, everyone is here. EVERYONE.

Until Friday

Becks