I wish i was normal.I mean, yeah i know, what is normal anyway? It should totally be a subjective thing. Normalcy should be based on how you view it, but honestly normalcy is more objective than anything else. And some days, just some days i trade being introverted, imaginative, and a loner any day just to know what Normal way, just to feel it.
I don't remember a time when anything was ever normal. There are no dinners at the table, family reunions, carpools. There was never a white picket fence, singing Christmas carols, or sleepovers at my house.
I don't remember a time when anything was ever normal. There are no dinners at the table, family reunions, carpools. There was never a white picket fence, singing Christmas carols, or sleepovers at my house.
I was always kind of a loner, daydreaming more than living.
I think the only for of normalcy as i kid i had the pleasure of experiencing was when i went over to other people homes. And i have this grand revelation as to what normal looked like. Or at least the facade of normal they put on.
I know I'm interesting, i know i have a lot of potential to do good things, and i know my quirks make me who i am. But there are days when i am annoyed with myself, when i wish i could just be like everyone else, and not have anxiety, shyness, and a tinge of loneliness. Where i could just function like everyone else, and maybe then i would be happy.In that corny kind of Norman Rockwell happy.
Just some days anyway.
One week(hopefully) until Summer school. I'm looking forward to it.
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my advice on Family: watch Lilo + Stitch. Really pay attention to WHO ends up in the family, and how, and why.
there is no normal, for anything. family is family.
(though i know what you mean, i think. my family is pretty normal by most standards, but we had no picket fence or christmas carols).
even if you had been born into a "normal" family, you'd probably be almost the same awesome person you are now.
besides, all the best writers come from screwball families :)
Normal is boring. Normal is this rare thing that so many people covet simply because it seems like normal would make life easier, but normal is overrated. I never got white picket fences or Christmas carols, and I'm turning out okay (I think).
Normal is overrated. (Julia beat me to it). You are wonderful just the way you are.
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