I don't know what's wrong with me. I am feeling a little...unfocused these days.
By unfocused, I mean I am so not up for doing much of anything these days. People keep commenting that I look 'tired' and I can't even disagree with me. I am sort of tired, like I've been running a marathon for quite some time now and I just need a break. A tiny one.
I can't even say that I am in a funk. It doesn't feel like one. I am not feeling depressed or even particularly sad. I am a little stressed about money and job related things but I am use to that.
I am just feeling blah. I am not excited about a lot of things lately. I could literally care less about Christmas this year and I am seriously bored by the routine my life has fallen into.
Today I had the day off, and though I promised myself I would send out some applications and try my hand at writing a few pages of my short story, I stayed in bed most of the day trying to take a nap.
But I couldn't even do that. I feel unfocused. So unfocused that even sleep is difficult. I don't know what to do to pick my spirits up. I was thinking about going ice skating and there is this Edward Hopper Exhibit at the Whitney that I was contemplating. But I just don't know.
I need to do something though before this blah does because a funk.
1 comment:
i feel very similarly, although i'm beginning to feel a little buoyant at the thought of the next few days with no real work that i HAVE to do.
so, ice skating? edward hopper? gosh golly, why not ask your young man to do one or both of those with you? it would be completely reasonable to do so. you've hung out together before. sounds like just the thing to perk you up.
ask the young man. or i swear to god i'll FIND that bookstore, and i'll call up, and i'll talk to that boy myself for you.
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