So if your very cute, though young (almost 20), co-worker asks you to hang out in the city with him for an afternoon of photo taking and window shopping (for camera things) what do you do?
You agree to go right?! I mean it's just hanging out. That's what normal people do. Normal people hang out with other normal people and don't suffer from huge anxiety about it right.
The kid who looks like James Franco asked me to go to the city today. Just for a quick run to some camera shops and maybe street food. Normally I would have said NO. That I have something else to do. But with Maria all but ditching me and our friendship (she hasn't contacted me in six week despite my attempts to call and text her) I am yearning for some friends.
I hate being the girl with nothing to do. While I value and love my solitude I want the option to hang out with people. To be a part of a group some days. And while a part of me would rather lounge around all day in my pj's I know that bailing on 'James Franco' would be wrong.
As a co-worker, I generally like him. Our conversations are easy and we seem to get along. I do have a tendency of feeling a lot older than him though at 25. He is so youthful and full of optimism that I have to shake my head some times at things he says (or the dumb tattoo of 'live life to the fullest' that he has on his arm).
But the introverted part of me needs to experience things more. I need to branch out from my cave every once in a while and say hi to the world. And while I have been repeating 'what am i doing, what am i doing, what the hell am I doing' all day, another part of me is excited for a chance to just hang out with someone for a while.
A very cute someone at that.
Hopefully this goes well.
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