Friday, April 27, 2012

Infinite Stress

Too stressed to write.

Too stressed to sleep.

Too stressed to eat.

Too stressed to function like a human being lately.

I am a slippery (declining) slope of emotions and anxiety lately.

Ugh. I wish I had better news to post here.

~Beckett

P.S.I hate Gotye. I loathed him. And that dumb "someone I use to know' song that keeps playing every where. It's all over the goddamn place. Work. Check. Supermarket. Check. In the Car. Check. Facebook Newsfeed. Check.But then I hear "Save Me" at work the other day (because the whole album is an in-store play) and I cried.

 Hardcore.

Sobbing.

In the aisle.

I miss having someone around to tell me that every thing is going to get better. I hate that i am full of doubt that things actually will...get better, you know.

F*cking Gotye.


3 comments:

Alice in Wonderland said...

My heart goes out to you. I think I know how you feel. Early to mid twenties are a hard time. I remember crying in my car pretty much everyday for about a year. I'll be saying a prayer for you my friend.

Unknown said...

try not to worry that much I think thats the worst part of the whole recession thing. Things will get beter you just got to try and stay positive and survive this damn recession just keep at it dont give up Do you solve any of your woes by stressing out no so just do the best you can everything will be all right don´t give up on us now follow your dreams see you in space

MaryPoppins said...

*cyberhugs

Do you practice yoga at all? It really helped me deal with anxiety, maybe it will help you?