The boy is gone. Tonight was our last goodbye before he heads off to the Navy Tuesday.
I don't know how i feel right now.
Relieved. Sad. Disappointed. Happy.
I gave him a journal tonight of my thoughts about everything....everything. it was my last Christmas gift to him because there has been so many things I've wanted to say and couldn't.
It's personal and raw, unflinching and unforgiving but i wanted to give it to him so that i could be at peace with our relationship. So that if this is our last goodbye, he knows everything.
The boy is gone.
Gone.
And i'm not sure how to deal.
1 comment:
It's hard to know how you will handle something when there's so many conflicting thoughts and feelings.
But you will deal. And it will be all right.
Space Hugs ((( )))
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