2nd internship is a bust. Per usual my question "is the position filled" was answered with "position has been filled thanks for the interest"
Motherfucker.
Winter is fast approaching and the possibility of me getting an internship soon is fading.
I am not mad. I am not sad. I am just frustrated beyond belief. I have so much drive and so much determination but i feel unpolished and I think that is shrouding my potential. I keep hearing my 11th grade journalism teacher telling me that i am a "diamond in the rough". Her voice irritates my head and i want nothing to brush her words off and go to sleep.
But she has a point. Everyone who has ever said that about me has a point.
I need a new plan. I need a new sense of direction.
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the tv news tonight had a woman on who lost her job - some kind of marketing or something - two weeks ago. since then, she has applied (online) to 300 jobs.
she has heard back from three of them.
THREE. out of 300.
that probably doesn't make you feel any better, but - if it was me anyway, it'd be nice to have some evidence it wasn't just my general failure as a human being. that there are forces way beyond your control at work, no matter how awesome an applicant you are.
you'll find something. it took me about eight months out of college before i got my crappy admin assistant job (my "real job").
in the meantime, B&N in the house!
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