it's been a bad day.
just a really crappy day.
it's those bad days, that make you want to curl up in your bed, throw the covers over your head, and remain there until the bad aura seems to have left you, and moved on to the next person it wants to torment.
Waking up i knew it was going to be a bad day. I had a nightmare last night, which meant that i woke up at 3 in the morning, my hair matted to my face, and knew that today would utterly suck.
Mentally it went from blah to blah to more blah, to me just being completely out of it. I can't even write i'm just so frustrated.
It's one of these days when i just don't understand the world. And i want to return to the safe place i came from. Problem is i don't feel safe anywhere anymore, so i'm just lost.
When i get down i think about my dad. I think the sun and laying out in the field without a care in the world. I think about the ocean, and hearing the crashing of the waves. Mainly i think about happiness and hoping it is more attainable than what it seems like right now.
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i am looking for the last safe place, myself....and spent most of today in bed (reading or sleeping).
there should be an automatic comment from me after every one of your posts, that says: "Oh, i know how you feel."
i hope the day improves or is over quickly, and that tomorrow, scarlett, is another (better) day.
(it is always ourselves we find in the sea) - i'm glad you mentioned the ocean......
Hope your day gets better...
I also hope your day picks up!
Well, no matter how bad it gets, it's nothing a comedy central movie and a truckload of Doritos and Toblerones can't fix...and mac n' cheese, and pizza, and brownies!
Hope you feel much better now Beckett :D
Ahhh thats too bad you had a bad day,
wish there was something i could do , to make it feel better.
just wrote a post about the nin concert, hopefully that will make ya laugh and bring a smile to your face
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