Un-Happy Beginning.

For christ sakes does fate have it out for me or something?

Should have known it was going to be a rough start, when i got chased into my room by a roach. A ROACH people. I woke up with a smile, strong in my conviction that i would attend the club tonight. As soon as i opened the door of this truly shitty(and did i mention bug infested) dorm, the beast awaited me. As soon as i spotted him, the bastard started running towards me. So what did i do? Did i step on him, and go on with my day.

NO.

I ran like no one else's business, as this creature came chasing after me. I closed my door, and that's where i remained for the next 40 MINUTES, with a shoe in one hand, trying to get the courage to brave the beast, who had chased me in my room.

THEN.

I get to discussion class for History. Where the overly hyped up TA encourages us to talk and share our opinions. Apparently he wasn't directing that to me, because as soon as i said something about The Agribusiness in the West, he told me i was "talking to much, and that other people needed a chance to speak" WHAT!!!!. I barely talk in class as it is, and Tight Pants, tells me i'm TALKING TOO MUCH. WTF!!!!

THEN.

After nearly falling asleep in English, because the teacher is so boring, i make me way back to my dorm, frightened that the beast is waiting for me to start round two of "chase Beckett down the hall", and a little pissed that Tight Pants told me to "be quiet" in a sense. As i'm crossing the street, the car that was stopped to let people walk cross, decides that i am not worthy of just kindness, and speeds up, coming near inches from ramming into me. And then he has the nerve to HONK, as if it is my fault. WTF

And i was so pumped that i thought i was getting the nerve to stupid Art Boys, stupid club with the rest of the stupid people interested in subtitled movies. But stupid Art boy's club is the other side of campus, on a gloomy day, where there was just two homicides this weekend, bums who harass and follow young women( i was followed back to my dorm last semester, and if a dude hadn't come walking in our direction i don't know what could have happened), and i think a peeping tom or two.

Did i defy fate? Have it no pity on me? I just want to get through a day where i'm not getting almost hit by a car, chased by a roach, pissed off by another TA, and dammit to go to stupid Art boys, stupid club, that is at stupid night, all away on the stupid other side of the campus.

I need a burrito. And to crawl into my bed(as i watch for my new arch nemesis MEAN ROACH), and pretend this day didn't happen. Pretend it was all a dream.

I'll write later, this is just a rant post. Pretend like you didn't see it. It's a picture post or something.

*Postscript* Maybe a start to a interesting if new happy beginning. Katherine( went to the medical convention with, my friend i guess i can say, though considerablly older) just said she would come to the movie club with me tonight(though i now have to go see Tristan & Isolde, but Gavin sings the song for the movie, so i don't mind going). I found out that i have a Pre-Med meeting tonight, which we are both suppose to attend, but because neither of us want to sit in a room for an hour talking about stupid stuff, i "kind" of mentioned the movie club, that i was suppose to be going to. She said that would be more interesting than going to the other meeting, and that she doesn't mind going. YES!!

So ditching is bad

But adventures are fun! (of course i did not mention my "minor" crush on the boy in charge of the club, but whatever)

Hopefully i'll write about what it was like tonight, or after History tomorrow.

Wish me luck.