Bittersweet Symphony

Going home is less than 4 hours. I have one more exam to take(which i shoule being to study for now) and then i am done.

It's a little bittersweet, leaving this dorm, this year, but i'm kind of ready for it to end so i can move on the greater and better things.

Unsuccessfully tried to avoid Kathering again the other day. So called me on the phone while i was walking down the street, i looked at who was calling, may have made a face, and then put the phone back in my bag. Only to hear my name being called from 5 ft away, as Katherine is sitting down and talking to some dude.

I made quick conversation and the went back to my room. It's funny when i wanted to see her i could never get in touch with her, and now i don't want to see her and i keep running into her. Fate is trying to tell me something i guess.

She later on she me a text message asking if she had done something to offend me because i seem to want nothing to do with her.

So maybe she's a horrible person, but she has mom radar like every other mother. I wrote back that i was just busy.

She then wrote back that she thought we were good enough friends that we would at least get to hang out before i headed home. I didn't want to remind her that she bailed on me Monday, and have decided to just delete the text. So it's a little avoidant but whatever, i just want to be down with her.

This year has had it's highs and it's very lows, but i'm just glad that i didn't give up. While taking my psych test yesterday there as a question about coping. And i realize is that is what i have been doing this year. Sure there have been times when i wanted to throw in the towel, and times that i have cried, but i have coped with it all. I have at least learned how to cope if nothing else this year.

So goodbye room, Artboy(who once again is MIA), bugs, Test i did or did not study for, bald GA's, nice GA's, Hot british professor, desk where i write all these blogs, air conditioner that doesn't work, and many more little things that i coped with this year.

Home is where i am headed, i need a break. Even if it is a short one. I still have summer school to look forward to.

Until i return(Due to my few days of rest i may take)

Beckett A. Hughes