Blogger just deleted the fastest post i have ever typed.
To sum up what i wrote. Worst trip ever.
Kay and i got in a big argument.
I almost smacked her. She doesn't know.
Then i ignored her for 30 minutes, while she said all these nasty things about me.
To get her to shut the hell up, i apologized and am faking nice, even though i hate her.
More later.
I have to keep up this facade, but for the past few hours i have just contemplated coming up with an illness and havig to go home, then sit in her face and pretend like we are all cool.
1 comment:
oh dear. you're tough. and you're way cooler than Kay.
put her - metaphorically - in a container, in a box in your mind, then shove that container way to the back of your mental closet. and refuse to lift its lid.
CONTAIN. my friend chris told me this and it really helps. think about the physical limits of your body and smush your emotions into those limits. don't let stuff from outside your physical self get in. like anything to do with kay. just - push it away from you into another space.
this sounds very odd and new agey but i swear to god it works.
if not, i advise ice cream and/or cookies.
i heart you, beckett. and i will put the smack down on this kay if she is mean to you ever again.
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