well the last day of 2010 worked out well for me.
I went to work believing that I would work until 6, go to Blue's New Years Eve Bash until 9:30 and then go to my aunt's house to make cupcakes with my baby cousin and watch the ball drop from Times Square on TV.
One of those things did not happen because Blue uninvited me from his party. I. shit. You. Not.
I am too pissed right now to go over the details. But I'll sum it up quickly.
He pretended as if he never asked me to go to his dumb party. When I got to work today he asked me what I had planned for New Years Eve. I sort of gave him a puzzled look like 'going to your New Years Eve part silly. What do you mean what I am doing tonight"
But I didn't want to say that out loud and let him know that I had thought of how I would conduct myself at his part for weeks, and even spent all of last night picking out an outfit. So I played along, because I didn't want to embarrass myself by revealing how much I cared that he invited me.
"I don't know. Stuff" I said coyly "New Years Eve stuff maybe".
He then said:
"you should call [ our mutual friend], I hear he is going to have some people over tonight. You could do that"
WTF?! Call [ mutual friend]. What about your party invitation asshat. The one you personally invited me to some 2 weeks ago. The one you said you'd like to see me at.
But I continued to go along with him
"or I could do something else....maybe"
And then this piece of shit says:
"I mean. I'm having a party but I don't know if I can squeeze anymore people in the suite I rented. So, I mean, there's no use inviting you. I mean, I will extend my hand anyway, but you should see what everyone else is doing because with the 15 people I've invited I just don't know about you coming, you might be able to tag along with someone else though"
Heart. Broken. Million. Splintered. Pieces.
Wait. I take that back, my heart is not broken. I was actually mad. Livid. Betrayed.
He spent the rest of the night suggesting other things for me to do. I could go to a bar. Or to another friends party. Or home.
I rolled my eyes and beat him up painfully in my mind. I wanted to cry but mainly I wanted to scream and break things.
I didn't even look at him when we left. I don't think I ever will.
So yeah. 2010. You sucked right until the last day. I hope you burn in hell you piece of crap year.
Sincerely,
Beckett.
P.S. On the bright side my cousin remains a delightful ham and we made mini cupcakes to gorge on while making paper fans and tickling invisible friends. I adore this child.
3 comments:
how very...odd.
i got nothing with this Blue guy. My best guess is he feels dissed somehow - like maybe you should have been talking about his party repeatedly since the invite - and then your coyness was misread as "she forgot/she's pretending she forgot so i'll prove how awesome i am by uninviting her."
or else he's an asshole.
for all that i feel badly for you, i experience a smidgen of something like relief in knowing that I am not the ONLY girl on earth to be baffled and confounded by peculiar, peculiarly interesting, secret-asshole boys.
the cupcakes and the small cousin sound like a pretty kicking new year's. i lurked around my house and cleaned and read a children's book. it was nice.
happy new year! i hope this one is completely free of peculiar boys.
(note to Boys Reading This Blog: can you shed any light on Boy Blue's behavior?)
what a jackass. my best guess is that he's playing a game but only he knows the rules. whatev. he can suck it.
here's to only fantabulicious things coming your way in the new year!
other then the whole Blue disaster I too enjoyed the rest of my New Years.
At this point I am leaning towards Blue being as asshole/jackass. As a single guy in his 20's he gets what he can (attention) from whomever without any real sincere interest.
Yesterday I completely ignored him. I'm still not over my passive aggressive phase but whatever it was I felt for him is completely gone. He is in so many ways erased from my life.
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