I feel so stupid. Like i am the stupidiest person in the world b/c i cannot comprehend science. At all.
Today i had chemistry lab, and everyone is assigned a partner. My partner was there last week, but today she didn't show up. You would think that someone would come to the lab that is only once a week.
So i'm standing there, watching everyone do the experiment as if they are chemistry gods. AND I DON"T GET IT. I have no idea what i am doing. The words on the paper appear to be in another language, i don't have a calculator and i forgot to do the pre-lab assignment. It's horrible. So i scribble down something for the pre-lab assignment, and try to do the experiment.
Of course, everyone grabs up the material, and i am left waiting for somone to finish the long ass experiment so i can use there things. While that is taking place i move on to the next two experiments. I keep asking the TA to help me, my shit isn't working, i'm missing all these materials, and my partner isn't there. Figure i get stuck with the partner who doesn't show up.
I end up being the last one to leave and once again just scribble something tangeable that i can get credit for. As i was in the lab, full of freshman, they are talking about the recent test that was taken in biology
Girl: i got an A on the exam, i mean i was so excited. I mean like he said the class average was 66, but you only needed a 65 to pass. What idiot couldn't pass this course. [insert semi snotty voice]
I'm hella nervous about the test, about chemistry and biology in general. I hate them both with a passion. A passion i tell you. And i don't understand why it isn't just clicking, why it so difficult for me.
4 comments:
You are not stupid. Sometimes we don't like some things, but we still have to do them. Have a nice day and i hope you feel more relaxed. Saludos desde México :)
i hate chemistry and biology too. so i really understand you.
some ppl are better in diffrent subjects, thats all. just like life some ppl are good drivers others shouldnt even be allowed on the road.
when i was in school i exceled in network design and such, i ruled all of my cisco classes, then when it came to Project Management, it was like boom, average was like 50-60 ish, when my average in all of my other classes was like 95-98
if you pass then you got nothing to worry about, its getting there is half the battle.
keep ya chin up, plus movie dude aka cute art dude (iirc) wants ya to watch some movies,lol
i dont know what im talking about. im tapped. hehe
DD
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