Sleep has alluded me these past couple of days. I haven't figured out the magical task of using my time wisely between work, school, sleep, eat,...did i mention sleep. I end up coming back from work exhausted and then remember that i have homework to do,which i could have done if i hadn't took that 2 hour nap after all day classes and a 3 hour period before i have to go to work and scrub. So far it has only affected my sleep. I am literally a walking zombie, some days i don't even know what class i am going to, i just wander until it pops in my head.
Coffee, oh the greatness of the world, is a quick fix. I stumble my way to the shop that serves a cheap cup of coffee and fumble with what to put in it. No milk, so a lot of sugar. I mean there is a stack high of sugar, i'm so tired i don't know when to stop putting the sugar in. So i just wait for the lady to give me that "I know she isn't wasting all that sugar look" and then i stop and procede to class, whichever one it may be.
Insomnia is a bitch. You want to go to sleep but you can't. Prime example last night. 2 in the morning. I am finsihing up some chemistry work. My lids are heavy, my head hurts so bad, my body is becoming heavy with almost dead weight. and yet i can't fall asleep. I am just up. The things we think of at 2 in the morning. Everything either seems to make sense or not sense at that time. You could discover the equation (if it wasn't already discovered) E=MC^2, or the universal truth at that time because of the way your brain works when it's denied sleep. I felt like a genius an a idiot all in the same night. Until i eventually fell asleep.
My mom thinks i should work more hours at the job, i think she's crazy, i can barely make it through the week with my 3 nights, i can't fork up my weekends. The only days where i get a break. Isn't any way i can do it, unless the hook an IV up to me full of caffenine. That wouldn't be so bad actually.
I'm going back to bed. My comfortable comfortable bed, with all my homework on it. Damn
1 comment:
I love coffee =) I used to have that before (insomnia), and it's so f****** desperate !! walking zombie: i've been thru that
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