Down the yellow brick road

So i'm heading to school tomorrow. This last 2 days have been a bummer. My Tuition as i thought was hella expensive and we honestly don't know if we can afford and by we i mean my mom. It's like compete de-ja vu. The exact thing happend last year and i ended up missing a semester of school. I mean now i am home, and at a school that is so cheap it ridiculous and yet she still can't afford it. Granted i didn't get a job this summer though i applied to like 7. I got a job yesterday at school and i start monday, but my mom is saying the single bedroomi got is what is making my bill so high. It's so frustrating, how the only thing i want to do is go to school, i want nothing else but to finish and get my degree, and it seems so out of reach. Like i just want an education, i want to learn and be in school and have friends, and i can't even get that. I can't even just get it over with and it's so tiring on me. And on my mom, who all "i have to get a second job" yadda yadda yadda, i still haven't gotten all of my books and...my head is spinning, and i honestly don't know whats going to happen. i have no idea what is going to happen and it's bitch. Sorry no irreverrent comments today, life is happening and i'm having a down day.