New Beginnings

Once i recover from this massive headache u have from spending the whole day moving into my dorm room (which is quite a story in itself) i will right a good entry. My head is just pounding though from the day. It was extremely hot, i swear it was like 100 degrees, and even though i am a sophmore the RA's still kind of treat you like this is your first time there. There is a security guard in front of each hall and i swear mine is either mentally slow or has been smoking weed the whole day. Therefore his name will be Waldo, because he looks like a Waldo. Since i am on a role i guess i should continue.

We got to my school at 10, went to the deferrment office and almost gagged at the cost of my tuition this year. I mean it was ghastly. My mom almost fanted i swear, with the mixture of heat and an 800 dollar increase on tuition she nearly fanted. As we picked our jaws off of the floor, i quickly saw that i needed a job. Driving down the street we saw a sandwich shop, and within the 15minutes i stepped in and the quick exit, i became a new employee of a sandwich shop.

After that small success in such a short period of time, we went to the bookstore. I love bookstores and even the people who work in bookstores, but the idiot who was helping me get my books probably couldn't tell his asshole from his mouth. Out of the 5 classes i have we got books for only two of them and not even all the book for those class. I got 3 books which cost my mom $229, and once again the i'm going to faint look came over her face.

Then we ventured to the dorm, which may quite possibly be the ugliest dorms on campus. I have a patio, but there was so many cracked up things in the room, that i quickly began to panick. The lights are almost falling off the ceiling, the walls are chipped, the ac is making a sound like a dying animal, and it's right in front of the garbage pickup. So 3x a week i wil be awoken by the lovely sounds of garbage truck as it picks up the daily garbage from it's residence. And when i mean i am right in front, i mean i could probably wave to the man driving the truck seeing that i am on the 2nd floor.

Other than that, i am pretty excited. Though i am not looking forward to biology or chemistry, i am looking forward to making good grades, maybe getting an apartment, making money on the side, and meeting friends. And my anxiety has calmed down since the whole The woes of being an adult. I admit i have anxiety attacks. I've had them since the 11th grade, when i was kind of being stalked by a kid in special ed. So anyway...ever since then my anxiety kicks in when something in my control goes array. But now whenever that happens, i quickly think of Philadelphia and know that all of this is to get to Phliiy, become a doctor, and get out of this hell whole.

I move in completely on Sunday. I mean me physically, all my stuff is there just without me. Which means i will be wearing the same clothes for the next 2 days, because well i have no clothes.