I don't want to talk about him

I really don't, but thus i must to just get it our there. To be truthful to myself and the public. To discover what powers he had over me to keep captivated so long. It's a story told many times, and replayed often in my head. But i'm sick of him being in my dreams, of holding every other man to his standard. I am sick of the longing that has stayed with these past years, and i am finally ready to let him go as he has let me. Will you come with me? To uncover the truth. That is a whole nother posting.