Morning Routine

i've just noticed that i do not have a morning routine when it comes to the bathroom. I mean i do the usual, shower, brush teeth, ruffle hair into a manageable mess, get dress, and then top it off with my favorite hat. I swear this takes 30 minutes and then i am off. So as i was brushing my teeth, i noticed the girl in the corner who had brought a whole aresnal of creams, blushes, eye pookey things, and then another girl came in with almost the same thing. I went into the bathroom 15 minutes later after my routine, and she was still in their. WTF. So i don't really understand the concept of makeup. I have a pretty angelic face, i've been told that many times. I put on chap stick from time to time, and once my mom took me to one of those makeup people in the mall who fix your face and i came out looking like i was in a beauty pageant. My motto is less is more, and makeup to me conceals an ugly face. I've seen people without makeup and it is like the creature from the black lagoon has appeared. But in a society where beauty way out ways brains, the though crosses my mind. Should i have a morning beauty routine? Should i paint my face as soon as i wake up in the morning? Maybe it's what normal girls do? But then again i'm not really that normal.

Today the dump truck was extremely loud, and i was up at like 6 today. At 8 ish i went on the search for Khaki pants or even black pants and found neither. You have all these college stores, but none that sell khaki pants. So i'm wearing my Cords, and hopefully that will be acceptable for today. I then went to the bookstore, b/c i still don't have my psych book, one english book, and my chemistry and lab book. No one seems to know anything at the bookstore except staring around and looking like idiots as the customer basically looks for his or her own book. I don't understand how people get jobs at bookstores when the obviously know nothing about the books we are looking for.

I hate being short. Everyone calls you doll, sweetie, baby, and other extremely childish age names which 19 year old Beckett does not want to hear. I don't think you are taken seriously as an emerging adult when everyone assumes you are a child. I have to prove myself more and more just because i am a few inches shorter than everyone else. The real pain in my ass are the men who like short women, because i think they like feeling superior in size to us. They stand real close and you know they are thinking of ways they can be my Superman. Get the fuck away from me, your 5'7 ass is still short to me. I don't want to be taken care of. I don't need a man of interest to be a father figure. Perverts and Predators alike stay away. STAY AWAY. I am not 14, i do not want to meet you, I don't want the hook up, yes i know i'm shorter than you, No i DO NOT know how tall i am, making the snide comment "easier access" is neither cute, nor attractive, and if you call me baby again and your name is not Patrick Swazye then i will shove you in a corner.

Today will be another in day. I minus well enjoy the boredom now before classes start thursday. Hopefully someone(one of the two bookstores) will have my books by then